L.C.D

Well after a while i didn't write about something here

now i've come back with something 

YEAH

Me and my friends decide to form a band,

right know it's just the three of us, but i'm sure it'll come bigger and bigger  in no time

hopefully all of our plans works well

let me introduce the member

(from left to right):

- the tallest man in the band, names Dion he's handle the drum and other percussion instrument and also handle for 2nd vocal

- in the middle he's Chris, he's responsible for lead guitar and other melodic instrument for the band

- in the right is me handle for the main vocal and sometimes play for the 2nd guitar too

\WISH US THE BEST OF LUCK GUYS/

I'LL BE WAITING

He broke your heart
He took your soul
You hurt inside
'Cause there's a hole

You need some time
To be alone
Then you will find
What you've always known

I'm the one who really loves you baby
I've been knocking at your door

As long as I'm living
I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen you cry
Into the night
I feel your pain
Can I make it right
I realize there's no end in sight
Yet still I wait
For you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves you baby
I can't take it anymore

As long as I'm living
I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one
I've ever known
That makes me feel this way
Girl you are my own
I want to be with you
Until we're old
You've got the love you need right in front of you
Please come home

As long as I'm living
I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me
I'll be there...

LOVE POEM

No matter how many times the colors of the seasons change, these feelings will never wither, swaying like a flower Thinking of you

These words that we play are a pleasant melody All I want is to have you by my side, so that I won't lose my smiling eyes even on a night when we can't see the twinkling of the stars.

I will hold you like the rain of sunbeams streaming through the leaves That is my vow to you, it will never change. If this is just a dream, then let it be a dream. I don't care. I will face the loving radiance of tomorrow Because I believe in happiness.

The love to you is alive in me. every day for love. You are aside of me everyday.

You gently relieve me from even the sad memories that remained. Blown by the soothing winds as if it was playing a familiar game If flutters away, as you, shining and brilliant,take me away.

No matter how many times the colors of the seasons change, these feelings will never wither, swaying like a flower If this is just a dream, then let it be a dream. I don't care. My heart, filled with loving radiance Is forever thinking of you.

The love to you is alive in me. everyday for love. You are aside of me everyday.

DEEP FOREST

I'm sure that the heart I left behind

still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.

Exhausted, without the strength to search

people vanish into the infinite darkness.

If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?

As we live on,

we lose a little bit more.

Shrouded in falsehoods and lies,

we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out

The days pass by and change, without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.

Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,

and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!

If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again

We live our lives

wandering to the ends of the earth.

Believing in you, now I begin my journey with you,

in search of the light.

We live our lives

wandering to the ends of the earth.

Closing off

the way back,

we walk on for eternity.

We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,

unable to cry out, for eternity...

HUNGRY SPIDER

Today, one hungry spider
spins a web on eight green leaves again
It's for the girl who found the web shining in the dew 
one morning and said it was pretty as she laughed

He fell in love with a troublesome being
He catches preys in his web
For examples butterflies like that girl
who fly beautifully in the air are caught

Once the morning dries, 
he can't be idle and let that girl
get caught on the thin web

I'm a hungry spider
You're a beautiful butterfly
If I were to throw away a love that will never bloom
I will eat all the love that gets caught on this web
and will promise to free that girl

Today, one hungry spider
spun a web on eight green leaves again
That night, on the web shining with the moonlight,
he found a struggling shadow

A troublesome thing got caught on the web
Wings that disperse dust like the stars
He seduced the darkness so she wouldn't fear
Without thanking the night, he rushes to her

Before he could say that he'd save her,
she repeats with a shaking voice, "help me"

I'm a hungry spider
You're a beautiful butterfly
If I throw a love that won't bloom
and eat everything that gets caught in the web
would I never get hurt?

Even the sight of her silently flying away as to escape
if it's beautiful, 
should I die now and make it last forever?

EASTER SPECIAL

Then shall we know. if we follow on to know the LORD.   his going forth is prepared as the morning.   and he shall come unto us as the rain.   as the latter and former rain unto the earth   Hos 6:3                                                            PRAY TRY JESUS  NOW WE TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE CONSEQUENCES ;)

"UNTITLED"

for you who far across the seas

even if all tears is gone from this world

or the connection of all hearts

to realize a dreams that can't be realized only with a hope

i want to realize it for you

to go and to find you...

looks like a long uneasy and unimaginable journey has just begin!

i trusted my hearts for you

seeking for your shadow and your face

in this connecting world.

i believe that we'll be together again

cause my soul is always with you...

ALONES

Pale broken wings, you're just a little tired from the sky which is too blue Don't do it for anyone else Just smile for yourself

loneliness is still creeping up, A candle lit up inside totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party

The hollowness of the absence of your words, is it ok just to bury them? I still don't know

At least within dreams If I can swim freely even if there isn't anywhere like that, Even if everything until now is forgotten, Even if I can face tomorrow...

Pale broken wings, you're just a little tired from the sky which is too blue Don't do it for anyone else Just smile for yourself

The peacefulness of inferiority won't come true so simply Settling above your self consciousness A petal reflected by a mirror

Straining my lungs, tryin' to call dirtied love, however, it's so frustrating

As times are passing My wounds are cursed My scabs are changed You haven't got that So beautiful Yet so short lived

After the scabs fall off Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar My prayer are shaking in the bright light I won't forcibly try to love you...

Sometimes, in this world When we try to walk ahead, it's a little too bright, isn't it? It's like we're sinking When we feel like giving up, the dry land sucks up our tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime? We don't have to take it all, you know Why do we feel so alone anytime? Simple refrain isn't courage

LIFE

Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city I didn't smile like usual I just walked hanging my head To all the people hurrying quickly past me "Have your dreams come true?" I'm still struggling

Rather than going back to my childhood I want to live happily now I'm a coward by nature

If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines With open arms I think, "I wonder if I could cross the sky?" I still can't see my wings for flying Because I can't just go on, I continue to live

Just by picking up a wet puppy Enough to smile a little My tears came pouring out

I want to be loved, I just want to be loved I've said it It's no good just wishing for it

There were also days in my childhood Where I had hurt my mother I want to change it all now

I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines Gripping tightly Destroying that time and place I can change my life

But, I can't communicate everything In my heart Because I can't just go on I continue to live

Going to a place where the sun shines I try to open a map, but I know... you know... There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost I can change my life

AFTER A THOUSAND NIGHT

I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love

Do you love me? Do you not love me?
As for things like that, it's fine either way
No matter how much I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That's right, and simply the reality which says that I love you
Is the truth because it can't be changed by anybody.

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell you
There's something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Putting these feelings into words is such a scary thing
But I'll say "I love you" to the person I love

In this wide world, I can't express the joy of encountering you with words very well huh...
That's why we smile,
And sing do-re-mi in the autumn filled with vivid colors
With winter at our backs, waiting for the sunlight shining through the leaves in spring
To become born anew, in a way that we're able to protect someone

When I turn back at the road I came from and the way ahead, I always had the eyes of a coward
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
As for the days I repeated not being able to straightforwardly love the other,
I hated being alone
The me of that day seemed to love in a uninjured way.

I'll overcome the thousands of nights and head out to meet you right now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Even if these feelings aren't returned, saying "I love you" to the person you love
That is the most beautiful thing in the world

LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT

Nobody knows who I really am I never felt this empty before And if I ever need someone to come along, Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate The waves keep on coming and we can't escape But if we ever get lost on our way The waves would guide you through another day

Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

Nobody knows who I really am Maybe they just don't give a damn But if I ever need someone to come along I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts change and sneak away from them The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again

And every time I see your face The ocean heaves up to my heart You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am I never thought I'd feel this way towards you And if you ever need someone to come along, I will follow you, and keep you strong

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea