Thursday, 7 January 2010

ALONES

Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself
loneliness is still creeping up,
A candle lit up inside
totally incompatible with a splendid, bustling party
The hollowness of
the absence of your words, is it ok just to bury them?
I still don't know
At least within dreams
If I can swim freely even if there isn't anywhere like that,
Even if everything until now is forgotten,
Even if I can face tomorrow...
Pale broken wings,
you're just a little tired
from the sky which is too blue
Don't do it for anyone else
Just smile for yourself
The peacefulness of inferiority
won't come true so simply
Settling above your self consciousness
A petal reflected by a mirror
Straining my lungs,
tryin' to call dirtied love,
however, it's so frustrating
As times are passing
My wounds are cursed
My scabs are changed
You haven't got that
So beautiful
Yet so short lived
After the scabs fall off
Just like the newer, shorter hair near the scar
My prayer are shaking in the bright light
I won't forcibly
try to love you...
Sometimes, in this world
When we try to walk ahead,
it's a little too bright, isn't it?
It's like we're sinking
When we feel like giving up,
the dry land sucks up our tears
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
We don't have to take it all, you know
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Simple refrain isn't courage

LIFE

Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city
I didn't smile like usual
I just walked hanging my head
To all the people hurrying quickly past me
"Have your dreams come true?"
I'm still struggling
Rather than going back to my childhood
I want to live happily now
I'm a coward by nature
If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines
With open arms
I think,
"I wonder if I could cross the sky?"
I still can't see
my wings for flying
Because I can't just go on, I continue to live
Just by picking up a wet puppy
Enough to smile a little
My tears came pouring out
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I've said it
It's no good just wishing for it
There were also days in my childhood
Where I had hurt my mother
I want to change
it all now
I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines
Gripping tightly
Destroying that time and place
I can change my life
But, I can't communicate everything
In my heart
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live
Going to a place where the sun shines
I try to open a map, but
I know... you know...
There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost
I can change my life

AFTER A THOUSAND NIGHT

I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love

Do you love me? Do you not love me?
As for things like that, it's fine either way
No matter how much I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That's right, and simply the reality which says that I love you
Is the truth because it can't be changed by anybody.

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell you
There's something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Putting these feelings into words is such a scary thing
But I'll say "I love you" to the person I love

In this wide world, I can't express the joy of encountering you with words very well huh...
That's why we smile,
And sing do-re-mi in the autumn filled with vivid colors
With winter at our backs, waiting for the sunlight shining through the leaves in spring
To become born anew, in a way that we're able to protect someone

When I turn back at the road I came from and the way ahead, I always had the eyes of a coward
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
As for the days I repeated not being able to straightforwardly love the other,
I hated being alone
The me of that day seemed to love in a uninjured way.

I'll overcome the thousands of nights and head out to meet you right now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Even if these feelings aren't returned, saying "I love you" to the person you love
That is the most beautiful thing in the world

Tuesday, 5 January 2010

LIFE IS LIKE A BOAT

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded
I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
People's hearts change and sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again
And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong
I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea