FAITH AND PRAY

this few month lately i realize that i've been leaving the God way..
i rarely pray, rarely speak to Him
sometimes i miss my sunday service and choose to playing around with my friend
doing useless and pointless thing.
to put it in simple way, i'm too busy with my own world.

But not even a single day He leave me to walk alone, not even a single day He leave me standing alone against all my trouble, He was there for me,to guide me, protect me, but i didn't realize it, i'm to busy with my little world.

this few day lately, i begin to realize how much He means to me, when i'm down and sad He's the only one that can lift me up and cheer me, put a smile in my face and help me through all my trouble, He never leave me not even a single day, how can i be so blind so i cannot see His grace, how can i be so deaf so i cannot hear His voice?
God please forgive all the wrong that i've done, i've used Your grace as a way to do what i please
but You keep holding my hand,  keep running after me when i was still running away You never give up on me.
Thank you God

GOD IS THE ONE AND ONLY WAY

 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. (Hebrews11:1)

INSIDE MY LONELY HEART

siting here in my room under the falling rain in the middle of empty night
no one could hear the voice that i mumbling about..
through the empty sky my mind fly
hoping that even if it's only my mind i can see you sleeping trough your tiny window


i cannot remember the first time i saw you
all i know everytime you around, you always make my day
there's always laughter in your face


you're something i couldn't resist
but are you feel the same?
i really couldn't explain this pain
but somehow, i feel that there's a wound inside
a wound that bleeding all over


so blue
so far
so lost
so different
thought i'll be okay
but i'm not


did you ever think of me the way i think about you?
or it's just the same old pathetic feeling of mine?


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MELODIES OF LIFE

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark

For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart.

To weave by picking up the pieces that remain.

Melodies of Life - Love's lost refrain.

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why,

We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye,

And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?

Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.

Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.

Adding up the layers of harmony.

And so it goes, on and on.

Melodies of life.

To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by,

Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky,

I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings

Leave them now and see what tommorow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?

Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

If I should leave this lonely world behind.

Your voice will still remember our melody.

Now I know we'll carry on.

Melodies of Life.

Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember